Happy Birthday to my Alex :)

18th April 2013

Happy to have you :)

no matter what we have had in the past 

but now we have each other :)

im happy 

. 

.

. 

^____^

happiness me :)

Dear. . . Diary 

I'm so happy 

it's a week already 

that i know someone 

why this feeling come up again?

when i get to know someone in a short time

but i feel like we know each other for long 

i hope it's a good silence :)

it's great to have someone to share life time with

and laugh together 

smile to each other 

and understand each other 

:)

i don't know what it will be 

but now i'm happy and it heals some pain i got 

i don't blame anyone 

everything happens for reason 

and the reason of my pain 

is love from someone can change 

haha is that easy ? 

im now accept it 

if he didnt leave me so i will not see something better 

and i hope he find something better too

and i will happy with him 

i forgive everything he has done to me 

even he thought it was only my fault 

i just know who he is 

so i understand him .. :) 

im now having a great thing 

i should leave the past in the corner of my brain 

and enjoy what i have now 

<3 

Chammie :)

sadness ending

Dear . . . Diary 

i'm so sad today T_T

i got a message from Deniz 

he said 

'' ich komm nie wieder hier '' 

he will go back to his hometown 

and 

..........

he wont come back to Vienna 

he goes forever 

. 

. 

.

what i see in my own photo

Dear . . . Diary 

i have something to tell you 

When i look at my photo 

at my smiley face 

what i see is ''him''

what does it means? 

sincerely 

''Chammie''

Dear . . . Diay 

Today is my birthday :)

God give you this life because 

You are strong enough to live it 

^_____^

What do you think with me ?

dear . . . diary 

i love this song so bad 

in this moment :) 

♥