1.4.56

happiness me :)

Dear. . . Diary 

I'm so happy 
it's a week already 
that i know someone 
why this feeling come up again?
when i get to know someone in a short time
but i feel like we know each other for long 
i hope it's a good silence :)

it's great to have someone to share life time with
and laugh together 
smile to each other 
and understand each other 
:)

i don't know what it will be 
but now i'm happy and it heals some pain i got 
i don't blame anyone 
everything happens for reason 
and the reason of my pain 
is love from someone can change 
haha is that easy ? 
im now accept it 
if he didnt leave me so i will not see something better 
and i hope he find something better too
and i will happy with him 


i forgive everything he has done to me 
even he thought it was only my fault 
i just know who he is 
so i understand him .. :) 

im now having a great thing 
i should leave the past in the corner of my brain 
and enjoy what i have now 
<3 

Chammie :)

21.3.56

sadness ending

Dear . . . Diary 

i'm so sad today T_T

i got a message from Deniz 


he said 

'' ich komm nie wieder hier '' 


he will go back to his hometown 
and 
..........


he wont come back to Vienna 
he goes forever 




.


19.3.56

what i see in my own photo

Dear . . . Diary 

i have something to tell you 

When i look at my photo 
at my smiley face 
what i see is ''him''



what does it means? 


sincerely 
''Chammie''

17.3.56

Dear . . . Diay 

Today is my birthday :)


God give you this life because 
You are strong enough to live it 

^_____^