baby i miss you

feeling .... i've never understood it
why i still miss him ?

sure .. he is still be the one in my heart
he is still shine like a star in my mind
but in real he is totally changed
not the same one who ever loved  me

i know , nothing last forever
his love is not strong as he ever told

time goes by .....
he need someone new
not the old thing like me :'(

same as he ever done with his ex-gf
so its like his circle life ..
he wont stop with someone

but i hope someday he will be true to someone
and love her by his true heart
no breaking promise
no excuses
no lie
no playing ....

even that one is not me
but im happy he is a good boy again :)

im so confused about everything
maybe because i still love him so much
and i still hope he will think about me again
but i know it's impossible
because he is not the same one
or ... this is his root ? oh! .. i dont know ..

i miss you my love bha bhu
i love you jing jing :(